Past, Present, Future

Past, Present, Future

The month of July is about to be crazy. I have so much to look forward to, and so much I need to get done in the next 29 days. I'll be going to four different states within this month and I'll be making some pretty big decisions. 

When I was cleaning my room today, I found a box full of old notes from middle school. I also found some notes from 2013. It's not even been an entire year since I've written some of those notes and so much has changed. I keep thinking about how it used to be, and then my mind wanders to how it will be, but I just can't seem to focus on the now. 

I went on a trip to WKU yesterday, and I loved it. I can picture myself going there, going to football games and bonding with my roomie, hopefully going to the gym together and leading the independent lifestyle I've been longing since high school started. 

The only problem is that this is the first college I have visited. I don't want to just fall in love with WKU because I'm in love with the idea of being hours away from parental figures and in love with the idea of having no curfew and a cute little town to venture into whenever I want. 

Tomorrow I suppose I'll clear some things up when I visit the University of Kentucky. I go down there often because my sister is there, and I already know that I love Lexington. I'm afraid I'll choose to go to UK simply because of the comfort knowing Elyssa will be just a few minutes away and that I can rely on her for helping me make friends. Who knows?

Anyways, I'm just ranting now. So I'm going to end it here. I want to try to blog everyday and attach some kind of picture that goes with the day. I am always too lazy to write in a diary, but I do think I can keep up with this. I had fun tonight looking back in the past through notes, and I can't wait until I'm a senior in college looking back on this and laughing about how stressed I was.