Beach bae

The beach is fun until you start looking at pictures of yourself and cringe. I am so embarrassed about how much I've let myself go. I honestly need to shape up. Almost every picture my mom has taken of me on the beach I have begged her not to post anywhere. 

So, here's the thing, I just got the job at McAlisters. I have been talking to my best friend and we intend on joining a gym together now that we can both afford paying for it. I have 10 whole months until I graduate. If I lose an average of 5 pounds a month I will be at my goal weight of 130 pounds. I am aiming mor toward 140 because of my thighs (very muscular) plus 140 leaves room for mistakes. 

I won't be playing soccer until spring. I would honestly love to end my senior year healthy, fit, and successful. I know my health has held me back from succeeding at soccer before but I refuse to fail again. I will be an adult in May. It's time to start acting like one. 

Also, on a side note, I went banana boating today. It was one of the worst experiences of my life. 

Here's a pic of me before I knew what I was getting myself into.